We-ll Always Have Summer Apr 2026
We never said I love you . We said See you in June. We never fought about the future. We fought about who finished the good coffee, who left the screen door unlatched, whether the tide was high enough for swimming. We kept it small. We kept it safe.
“Is that what we’re doing?” I asked. “Collecting summers?”
That night, we ate the mussels on the porch, and the stars came out one by one, shy and then brazen. A bat swooped the eaves. The water went black and silver. He told me a story about his grandmother—how she’d met a fisherman one summer in the fifties, how they’d written letters all winter, how she’d waited by this same window every June until one year he didn’t come.
“No, listen.” He stepped closer, close enough that I could see the tiny scar above his eyebrow—bike accident, age eleven, he’d told me the first night we ever spent here. “Not forever. Just… through September. Through the equinox. Through the first storm that brings down the last of the plums.” We-ll Always Have Summer
“She said it wasn’t. She said she got seventy summers in her head. She said that was more than most people get of anything.”
He turned off the flame. The silence that followed was the loudest sound of the whole summer—louder than the Fourth of July fireworks over the inlet, louder than the gulls fighting over a crab shell. He set the pot aside and leaned against the sink, wiping his hands on a dishrag that used to be a towel.
“Same time next year?” he said. It was almost a joke. Almost. We never said I love you
I didn’t have an answer. I only knew that I was tired of arriving and leaving. I was tired of packing a version of myself into a suitcase. I was tired of loving him in the conditional tense.
I picked up my duffel. The screen door whined. On the porch, the first yellow leaf of September had landed on the railing, delicate as a warning.
“Then let’s not waste this,” he said. We fought about who finished the good coffee,
And for the first time, I believed him—not because it was easy, but because we had finally stopped pretending that a thing worth having could be kept in a box marked July Only .
So I put the bag down. I walked back into the kitchen. I took the coffee from his hand, set it on the counter, and kissed him again—not like a goodbye this time. Like a beginning.
His face did something complicated—hope and terror and that particular stillness of a man who has been holding his breath for a decade.